4th Birthday!

This is my baby today.

How did four years already go by?

Survival Mode

You know, the mind set your in during and after a completely disruptive emotional occurrence. = Survival Mode

Things I've learned during my own experience:

1) Your never hungry but will still eat
2) Cigarettes still taste and smell bad
3) Tears will leak from the eyes without you knowing
4) Showers are the best part of the day
5) Appreciation of life and all that you love is at an all time high

Dear God, it's me Kimberly

I always believe life won't give you more than you can handle.
Really.
If I felt overwhelmed in the past (emotionally speaking) I would take a crying timeout.
Maybe two.
Oh hell, I've cried for a week straight, I wont' lie.
But these past couple of months . . . . .
Well for one, I can't cry. Not a good one.
And things keep piling on top of each other.
I feel weighed down.
Smushed (its my word) with emotional pain.
And I can't see the proverbial light at the end of my tunnel.
If anyone is listening. I'm officially asking for help.

It's a nail polish kind of day

Finally getting a little chilly here.
I heart winter.
I long for it to arrive and I cry when it leaves.
Today, I am extra grateful for the cold because I've been in a mood.
I vow today to enjoy my sweatshirt. Play with my kids. Finish my laundry. Have a successful play date with a good friend and her kids. Get out of my mood and into a positive one. And paint my nails red.
Cause I need red nail polish in my life today.

New Blog

My sis (in-law) recently started a blog.
It's funny.
It's real.
Check it out.

Here:
http://tallblondesinthecity.blogspot.com/

Or look for the Tall Blondes link in the sidebar.
Thanks!!

October in Pictures