I started back to work this week.
God am I tired.
So tired I want to sit in a corner and cry.
Or sleep.
Whatever.
The office is . . . well . . . lets just say that next time I get pregnant I might not take maternity leave.
Nothing is how is should be. I have been cleaning up messes and organizing since I got back.
I have no idea what is going on with my files.
I miss Alivia like crazy.
And she isn't even at the sitter's house yet.
Hubby and I have been working half days each cause she isn't allowed to go to the sitter's till she has her two month immunizations. (Next week)
So I leave her in the morning (and hold back tears all the way to work) and by the time I get home at lunch I want to cry again cause I missed her so much.
Oh, and she totally smiled at me the other. Focused her eyes on me and smiled.
It was thrilling.
Did I mention that I am about to fall asleep with my eyes open?
6 comments:
Wow, it seems like you are back at work so soon. Well, it will get easier with time I'm sure. Good luck with everything!
My poor Berly!! It'll get better...promise.
your post gave me a funny warm fuzzy feeling inside
ok i'm starting to sound weird!
:)
Awwww berly.....
See now you are loving your daughter. I hear it changes your perspective overnight, being a parent that is.
But yes it will get better. I am 100% sure that you will successfully balance work, home and Alivia.
Aww, my Berle - you're such a good mama! Have I mentioned that I'm so proud of you?!?
I hope being back at work gives you a little bit of time off the stress of taking care of a baby. I don't have a baby but I do have a million things to do and I can definitely relate to the little sleep and complete tiredness. May I suggest coffee and massages?
-N
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