So, I just found out that I am a really good actress.
People actually think I am happy. And I tell them that I am. And I am not.
Why am I not happy?
It seems everything goes bad at once.
Or everything good happens at the same time.
I think maybe I would like it to be spread out a bit.
But I am in so much pain and nothing I do feels right and nothing I do makes is better. And I don't even make sense.
And I am so tired.